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Nards,

I know I did pathetic things because of you. A part of me wishes I never did, but some part of me is thankful that at least, I've done everything I could possibly do to pursue you no matter how desperate it seemed.

I guess I still am pathetic for writing all these stuff. You still have my heart, y'know. I still lose sleep over this, although it's been five months after we last talked.

God knows I would have let you "love" me even if it's just to fill the spaces. Even when I know that your heart was never mine. Even if it's just to feel alive for a while.

I can see stars from where I am right now, pero di ko alam kung kailan matatapos yung gabi.

-Pao