I fetishize my wife (and I think she does too???)

Throwaway account because I just need to get this out

So my wife is from Nepal and I first met her when my boss (my wife’s uncle) asked if I’d like to take visit to his homeland with a few other coworkers. We were quite friendly with each and knew each other so I accepted. I thought that It’d be great to visit a new place that i’ve never been to. Well when we got there, I instantly had my eyes on his niece and I suppose she also did so. I hate to say it, but my eyes were wandering around her breasts. They were just so round and perky, I just wanted to squeeze them. It didn’t help that she was wearing a lace red lingerie looking top that stuck out her cleavage. When we started talking and introducing ourselves, I couldn’t stop leering at her body. Her ass was so plump and her boobs were just calling my name. I felt like such a pervert. After a bit of talking, she asked me why I was looking at her body (in broken english) and in my mind i was like fuck, i just made a complete fool of myself, but unexpectedly she started blushing and in a dumb decision. I said “I can’t help it” She then proceed to say “That’s what I like about American men, always so direct” and then I said “Oh really?” We were basically just flirting with each for the next few minutes and she was clearly also looking at my body and started caressing my biceps. She then asked if I’d like to come “stay with her” until I left and I was like “Hell yes” Well I then started sitting next to her when we got to her room and I then asked “Do you find me attractive?” which was quite the impulsive decision and she then started blushing really hard, and that wasn’t the only thing that was hard. No but seriously, she was so damn sexy with her red lace top and also red shorts that honestly almost made her look like she was wearing lingerie. Anyways, It was like I hit a home run and i’m not sure if i’d call myself an attractive person. My wife then started covering her face and asked me jokingly how i am so direct but also asking if she could “take it” because she noticed it and was pointing at it and I replied saying “Whatever you want.” We then started having sex and god damn it was the best sex i’ve ever had in my life. My wife was so wet we didn’t even need lube. She was squirming my name like crazy and saying things like “Your so big, i’m gonna go crazy!” “Please, I need you, i’ll always submit to you” and “Touch me” Her somewhat darker skin was a nice contrast to my paler skin. Her nipples were hard like rocks, and sucking them was an even better experience, but the best experience was my fingers deep in her vulva, (finger nails trimmed obviously) and discharge was all over my hand, she was that wet. I luckily pulled out just in time and before that, my wife said out loud “I’m going to cum!” and started squirting. I still have no clue how no one heard us. She then took my hand and said she wants to shower with me and I gladly obliged. Our bodies were perfectly molded in each other and it was so hot and wet in there, it perfectly added onto the experience. Long story short, we ended up moving in together and she got her green card (no, it was not an easy process) and we obviously had lots of fun, sex, me getting handfuls of blowjobs, etc. She told me that one of her favorite things to do is just to stroke my blond hair and put her hands all over me and according to her, she gets aroused at my presence. She also tells me to “take the lead” and “I’m yours, don’t overthink it”

Oh and I should’ve mentioned this earlier but my boss was surprised but didn’t seem to mind too much. That was quite surprising but glad he was happy for us and so was my family which is great.

Anyways sorry for super long post, I just needed to get this off of my chest (ha-ha) and honestly i’m not sure how to feel about me fetishizing my wife because she’s has darker skin than me, is a south asian women and me thinking it’s sexy that she wants to submit to me and her promising to “obey” me and that she also fetishizes me simply because I’m a blond white man who according to her is “big” I like the attention though

Side note: She pregnant with our son. This should be exciting