Lost My Infinite Aura, need condolences

So fam, today extrovert me participated in a parlimentary debate. I read the message in debating society half an hour before the competition and I told them that I will be available, I did not know a single thing about parlimentary debates, i searched about it on google and youtube, did a little bit practice and then i winded up everything in just 2 minutes while i had to speak for 7 minutes at least................................................ 🥲🥲🥲 and then i told them that i am quiting 😭