My nana died 2 days before christmas 2025

My nan died on 23rd December 2025, ever since it happened i've been so lost never felt so lost or sad in my life she was one of those people that would always light up a room I miss everything about her, even just thinking of what she would usually say to me like asking how my day was and how work went.

I'm unsure what to do, decieded to put uo some photos of her up on the wall just so i can look at her everyday its nearly been 2 months and nothing feels the same anymore she was always there in those little or big moments. Never really lost someone so close before really usure what is happening feels like i'm on a breaking point.