getting a breast reduction is my greatest regret

my breasts are so fucking ugly now and i hate them almost as much as i hate my fat fucking gut. theyre lopsided and my nipples are completely different shapes and sizes and they’re not even round and there’s so much scar tissue puffing out right below/before my armpits. they’re so fucking disgusting and i despise them. i would rather have the back pain again.

i was pressured into doing it by my family when i was 16 and i regret it more than anything. my body is disgusting. i just wanted pretty boobs that don’t look fucking awful outside of my bra. i can’t even wear a bikini because they’re made for girls with cute boobs who don’t have boob fat under their armpits.

i’m so fucking miserable