My parents won't listen and then give me all the blame.

I' so sick of them, they don't want to listen to me. I'm not the type of person who wants to party all the time but I busy life and I onow when I just have to rest, I onow want and what I don't want, I know when to hmag out and when I don't feel too. I only ask them for one thing for my passion, I hate being dependent on them but I can't to anything at the moment, for that I should reduce lessons I' always tired, it takes a lot o money...but for the fucking hairdresser nobody asked there is money and there is time. My parents said I made her just waist time because she prenoted on month ago, but what about my time? I have a fucking day off in 2 months and a week full of tests and I had to waist the all day long cryng a waiting room because I soenr months sayng I didn't want anything fron the hairdresser and now they act like it's a surprise. What about my friend time, they asked to go hang out a month ago and I promise to be there but I couldn't and they were disappointed. They always do like this, taking appointments for thing without asking if I wanted them or I was busy.

Now this fucking birthday it's coming and despite knowing I always hated my birthday since I was 5 and that I feel horrible every year they still insist to make me a fucking party and then say "I'm so ungrateful because their parents wouldn't have done thay" how the fuck I'm ungratefull to something I clearly stated fo year I didn't want.

They act like I just want to have fun and ask them so mamy things, I don't ask them much I only care about dancing, that's my passion and it's the only thing I ask them thing for, but they are always annoyed everytime I bring that up and always late for payments because it isn't work or school therefore is not important.

They schould be proud to have a child that keeps up with multiple things and it's responsible to go to lessons even when they didn't feel like to. I go to school, dancing lesson and then birthdaies all in one day but instead they act like I shouldn't went to dancing lessons, despite them being the one that pressured me so much to get into this.

Or the fact that I started makeup but I like it only when i feel a little artsy, If I don't feel to put on any makeup, I'm still okay with my face even if going out to a restaurant or similiar. But instead they act like it's strange that I don't wear makeup in every occasion, also despite me being sayng I don't want a "makeup no makeup look" because I just don't like that on my face, and I asked for darker colors, my mother kept insisting to the shop assistant to bring me some thing lighter that wouldn't look like I was wearing it.

I tell them that I' tired and I don't have time to everything, that I sleep problems because of anxiety and their solution is going to hairdresser to relax and letting go dancing lessons (that are one of the few thing that really brings me joy and energy)

I'm so fucking tired I'm not their relived youth, they should be happy that I learned how to balance myself and mylife, I tried taking language lessons and volontarly tutoring lesson becauseI ljke to learn and reconised I needed some help studyng, but insted they act like I'm disaster and shame. When I tey to be polite and not talking back to make understand I don't want something they said I looked stupid in front of everyone, when I can't hold back anymore and try to talk they said I'm rude in front of everyone.