I can't believe how people make great bondings in online/social media..

Hello to all my indian brothers and sisters, I am biku, and I just wanted to share something which I kept in my inside for so long, sometimes I don't think to share anything I feel on internet but I think,, maybe it's fine, unless it's hurting somebody,, hopefully my this post won't hurt anybody's feelings, if it does, then I am extremely sorry already.. I am just new in social media platforms like this.. so just forgive me... Ok so I come back to the topic,, I usually see so many stories of people having friends and making so strong and amazing bonds by social media, with online peoples and I am honestly feels very jealous.. because I question myself after seeing this (How they do that?! And why can't I?) making online friends or making any relations are just very very scary,, I can't tell how much efforts I have put to find one online sister for my self, I m actually only child.. so I always manifests to God for giving me a sister.. anyhow,, but I never got one.. i did talked to many sisters online,, but you know already what happened next.. they suddenly left chatting.. they don't replies anymore,, and then I felt scared after those all things... I wonder if you don't wanted any brother . .then why you played with someone's feelings anyways.. then I think,, it's not even their fault either .. i just can't expect such things I will get so easily... But I thought later that i should not interfere with anyone's life anymore.. I will just keep quiet.. and then I make my own imagination and fake scenarios of having a sister who talks with me and understands me and sometimes defends me from my parents... I am somehow little happy now.. you know. That line.. something is better than nothing...

Ok.. that's all ,, thank you so much to the reader whoever have read my whole post ,, sorry for my english and sorry for any of my sentence if it offended you anyhow.. i just wanted to share my thoughts,, so I did .. maybe I will delete this post soon.. but thank you to everyone whoever have taken their time to stop and read my whole story.. i really appreciate you.. hope you'll have a great day.. may God bless you 😊.. bye bye..