34 [M4F] here we go

I'm a shy person and am walking around my normal life with what feels like a Boulder on my shoulders and I don't feel like I can shed it off me to anyone around me currently. I need someone I can exhale with. I don't wish to change either of our situations. I'm looking for a woman I can just talk about normal stuff as well as have a nsfw conversation and share pics. I'm just looking for someone not afraid to explore feelings both safe and sexual. Feel free to dm me and thanks for reading my ramblings.