Giving up!

Last year 2025

I was totally distraught after the neet 2025 paper.

Regardless I got BDS in a govt setup. And went all in for a partial drop. I skipped college parties, freshers, socialisation, friend circle.. Basically everything.

Until recent it was all going fine. Recently a physical health accident basically a fracture occurred to me, coincidentally on the very day my first offline Allen test was scheduled. It has thrown me off track. I haven't been able to study since so long.

I don't know if I'm burnt out or just gained more clarity... I'm not going to give neet anymore. I just cant. Probably I don't have the caliber for it. Nor the desire to do mbbs anymore. Even if I do, I doubt whether I'll survive the long journey or not, and clearing neet pg is something I can't even fathom. I don't want my graduation to get delayed by 1.5 years anymore.

I feel jo haath me Hai, use le Kar aage badhna is better or am I shying away from further hardwork.. Idk