[real] (06/02/2026) Memo Dump From 8 Feb

List of things that I Grateful for :
Sunday - 8 February

1. I got a pretty good sleep. Wake up at 11 o'clock. Feel very refreshed.
2. I Finally have a douyin account, i buy it though, Thanks God is not a fake or spam account.
3. I wash my hair.
4. One of my post in Reddit , someone give me an award. This is the first time i got award in my Reddit.

Tough things: Still thinking about him all day. Thinking how i'm gonna scold him, all the horrible things that in my heart and want to told him.

Monday-9 February

1. Drink a Mulberry Milkshake, new drink, never tasted it before. Not very good, but at least i tried.
   Tough things: Still thinking about him all day. The Dialogue in my mind still strong, also nothing special happen today.

Tuesday - 10 February
1.Finished my work, created a proposal for March.
Tough things: Still have him in my mind. At work there is one colleague XP is so annoying. you already working here for more than a year, and yet you still could not put a jump link for a website banner? So annoying.

Wednesday - 11 February

1. Love is Blind Season 10 Ohio is released. Watch it immediately. I love interact with Redditors that enjoy this show. Clearly Love is not Blind. but still i Love to watch this show to learn and hope i could see some good person in the show.
2. I eat good meals.
3. A good day at work, because K's day off. I played a games the whole day at work.

Thursday - 12 February

Saturday - 14 February

1. Microneedling the second session.
2. Eat this very cute cupcake from the derm clinic. Its cute and delicious.
3. Doing chores, because its kinda the last day i could do cleaning. Not allowed to clean during Chinese New Year it could brings bad luck.

Tough things: Valentine reminds me of him, the imagination scenario of he enjoying his Valentine with her while last year i was in the hospital bed doing surgery.

Sunday - 15 February
Its a Lunar New Year's eve

1. Create simple video greetings for people at work and for friends and family.
   Tough Things : Not feel good at work because the event proposal for March got revised. Annoying.

Monday- 16 February

1. Salary received. Send Angpao to Mother, To Brother, Nephew, Niece and To My Niece's newborn daughter. And to my uncle.
2. Have Phone Call with my mother and my sister. Just greetings for Chinese New Year Overall.
3. Sleep for whole day.
   Tough things: Lonely nights. Feel lonely, but i am not allowed to cry and feel week during Lunar New Year because its brings bad luck.

Tuesday-17 February

1. Buy a new dress. This cocoa color dress. I think i look good.
2. Try eyelashes lift and tint. Its quite good. but not last long.
3. Wash my hair with new shampoo.

Wednesday - 18 February

Thursday -19 February

1. My work mostly finished. A peace day at work.
2. Got a lot to eat from coworker. Protein for that day definetely fulfilled.
   Tough things: Meet unexpected ex coworker. Make the negative mind creeping inside again. I got a feeling he and her starting looking for a job. Maybe they will get a job at March, is my estimation. They might work in this field again. Urgh,, in term of financial i lost to both of them, so i got sad and my temperament up again. Could not sleep again. Peace got disturbed again.

Friday- 20 February

1. Groceries. Buy import grapes from China for the first time. Purple Grapes one. And it delicious. Will try the green ones next.

Tough things: Still a sleepless night. Dumb scrolling all day.

Saturday - 21 February

1. Got a wax for my whole arms and underarms.
2. Drink Cranberry Juice, too sweet. Not gonna buy it again.

Tough things: Still a sleepless night. Dumb scrolling all day.

Sunday - 22 February

1. Finally got sleep, Thanks to Vapo Rub. Not much but definetely better than those two days before.

Tough things: Its better than yesterday.