22 year cycle almost over how is the 23/5 experience like

My 22 year cycle is finally ending in September. I worked really hard, but lately I’ve been happily resting and just ready for it to be over. The whole year felt “transpersonal” — like living for others instead of myself.

Even though my goals felt personal, the end goal was always to build something for other people, and now I’m honestly burnt out. I’ve been isolating this month. I still help people, but the interactions lately feel negative like something unintentionally given away more lessons for me everything doesn't have the good feeling it had originally. I think I'm just gonna wait until October to really make any big move to "put myself first" cause 22 cycle yes men they build themselves through helping women so that part of life has been good to me but my everyday just working amongst everyone it's mixed bag.

I got a preview during my 5 personal month which was a loss because I'm still in my 22 year so inevitably a lot of pointless effort I didn't expect came with the trip even traveling alone things found a way to become 100% not about me.

I couldn't imagine being a 22 it's the most cuckhold situation. I'm glad most are well off financially. They know how to be happy for others and have stability for themselves, but I think it takes forever for their effort to feel personal to them.

22 I met this year had idea to pay for tattoo above her pussy to me its pretty much instructions saying "for pleasure only"...that says enough about what it's like.