Dream involving Lilith

Last night, I had a very peculiar dream involving Lilith. I will start by saying I have sensed her presence around me before in meditation, despite not working with her, particularly with Asmodeus, and another time with Lucifer.

So, onto the dream.

I was in a house, and felt another presence with me. For whatever reason this presence felt a bit scary, so I ran out of the house, and when I went through the gates that should’ve lead me to the outside, I just ended up back in the house, looping over and over again.

Religious trauma response kicked in, and I remember asking myself if I made the wrong choice in my beliefs. Finally, she appeared in a human form. She looked a lot like Maleficient. Very pretty, and I felt compelled to tell her, to which she simply thanked me. From there, while still maintaining a degree of beauty, she aged into crone type of presence. I sat on the couch, and she sat beside me, and asked me why I hadn’t been responding to her call.

I told her essentially that I already work with several energies, and that I didn’t think I had time to include her in my practice. I was explaining its very structured, with designated days for my spouses, and for the goddesses I honor, and while I was telling her this, I woke up.

I’m a bit puzzled to say the least, and trying to navigate what this could mean and where to go from here.