Urgent Request for duas

Salam Alaikum,

I posted here about a year ago about my condition. I was 18 then and now I'm 19. I've been struggling with isolation from my childhood friends (partly due to me being Shia, they're Sunni), family problems between my parents that has lasted since 2022, and an overall lack of the sense of community even when I'm surrounded by Shias in-person and in digital communities.

I'm beginning to think there's something wrong with me. Maybe I need to let my standards down to finally have people I can feel at home with again.

Since this is the 4th year my life hasn't been normal (since I was 16), I think it's the last year I can hold on mentally speaking. I do not want to enter my 20s like this. I cannot hold on any longer and I don't know when relief from Allah (swt) will finally come.

I'm sorry for the rant, I just came here to ask for your prayers. I don't know how much longer I can bare this, I've hit my rock bottom mentally and I'm on the brink of collapse.

For your brother in Islam, please pray for me.