25M fed up with this AM market

I am 25M will be 26 in March earning 25LPA and I am totally frustrated in this AM thing. First thing is I always wanted a love marraige but could not due to I was not attractive to any girl since college Now I am in SW industry tried my luck here still could not find any meaningful connection here. Then tried to focus on my career, grind my ass off to reach here and still I am confused. Earlier i used to earn 1/4 what I am now then I thought who will marry me in this salary but I am still thinking the same now All of my friends have a Love marraige literally all except me still I think I am struggling in life But I habe ubderstood that there is no option rather than AM😞