Fasting and Edging 😵‍💫

Muslim man fasting for Ramadhan. Keeping my mind clean has been challenging but I hadn’t cum for weeks prior to ramadhan starting to stay “clean”. Came on Reddit so many hot posts 🥵 just reading and interacting with others in the same struggle had my mind going. First I woke up with terrible morning wood but I ignored it. At night I just couldn’t ignore it anymore. Can’t remember the last time i exploded that fast with such a huge load. So much for self restraint 😭.