Realiving my old self.

So basically I was very sincere and introvert since childhood, not into anything else other than study. I was known as studious girl by the whole family / relatives. People use to compare their child to me in terms of dedication and seriously I was having towards studying since childhood I was very carrier oriented kinda girl

But lately I realised I lost everything within a span of 4 5 years I failed one competative exam now a tag of failure remain with me for the rest of my life.

I am very ashamed of myself tbh but I can't play the victim role anymore I want to prove myself ( not to the world) but to myself I can do better