He went to inpatient for a week, looked up women 4 days after getting out

It is is bad as it sounds. He attempted and got sent to a psych ward for 1 week. In that week i was left alone with an entire apartment to pack up and finish out my 2 week notice because we were moving the NEXT WEEK. Through all this i did what i could, i brought him clothes, books, emailed his profs, i visited him 3 separate times an hour away. I was basically taking over all of our decisions and making all of our money.

Fast forward he gets out and he's extremely sensitive and volatile. This i understand and have patience for since i am in school for social work i have a little bit of wherewithal to not make his suicidal ideation about me. He's very quick to give me sass since he has been out too but i have simply just been brushing it off bc i know it will take time to readjust. It's only been 5 days he's been out as im typing this mind u.

Now the part that has me seeing red. We are moving today. his cousin asked to take him to a convention yesterday and i approved bc my husband needs to do something fun i mean he just got out of a looney bin who am i to say don't go to a con!? so i let him go all day and i stay home and pack pack pack pack he doesn't get home until around 7pm. He's exhausted. doesn't want to pack anything. i'm not paying him mind bc im being patient remember? at this point ive been packing from about noon to 9pm and around this time is when he decides to get up from his desk and go to bed bc he's upset about the noises from my cleaning and he can't concentrate on his hw. So i said u know what ill just reward myself for all this cleaning and go to my fav restaurant one last time before we move. I texted him at 9:07pm that i was leaving for dinner and would be back shortly. he replied 2 mins later asking me to bring him back some candy. 20 mins later hes looking up hilary duff's wikifeet on straight up google. I went straight home and took his phone. found out hes been looking up and watching on facebook again lol. And he knew i was apprehensive about letting him log in again. After more digging it's just all images and searches of features i simply do not have. I don't even have a conclusion to this i don't think. i'm truly just angry. i'm in the u haul with him to begin loading up our apartment as i type this. All i want is to feel desired. that's literally it.

TLDR: Angry rant. No conclusion. Husband attempted and then relapsed on porn 4 days after inpatient.