Some women here aren't so worried about their appearance?

I'm sorry, I don't like eyelash extensions, and I don't wax my legs or arms. I've always had a lot of hair. The girls around me are always stressed and obsessed with their appearance. I'm not like that, not out of laziness, but because I like the way I am and how I look, and I even feel unique. I also love metal and dark aesthetics. Sometimes I feel insecure because people think I'm disgusting, that I don't take care of myself, or that my appearance is bad, but whenever I dress in those dark outfits and metal band t-shirts, I get attention. I don't wear makeup, just brown lipstick, and I've felt lonely not watching makeup tutorials and not worrying so much about that kind of thing, and sometimes I think it's stressful; it's like seeing a flaw in yourself and trying to get rid of it. Nowadays there are so many beauty and skincare products, but I'm not interested in them, and I don't believe in them. Of course, I take care of myself, but I don't think so many products are necessary when I like the way I look.