Help I can’t find this specific fic and it’s driving me crazy

i read a fic a bit ago anout how Shane couldn’t express how he loved Ilya so he wrote songs and then rose helped him record/produce them. he posted the songs under an acronym name starting with j.a.n.e idr the rest. all I know is the beginning of the acronym stands for “Just Another Name for Everything“. please help me it’s driving me crazy… I can’t find it in my history either