Lost

I genuinely don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I’m only 17 and i feel like i haven’t felt truly happy in forever. I have this constant pit in my stomach like something horrible is going to happen. My body is constantly anxious and I have no clue on how to stop this all. I’ve tried therapy but that didn’t really help and now we can’t even afford it anymore. It’s not even like my life is horrible, like things have objectively have been getting better for me, like i’m meeting new cool friends, my job is going well, i have decent grades and im going to the gym and staying on top of my physical health. So i really just don’t know why i feel like this and honestly i don’t know how much longer i can take it. It feels like no matter what i do im trapped in this constant cycle of anxiety and hopelessness. I don’t even know what i expect to get from posting this, i just figured i’d give it a shot.