Getting This Out

I’ve gotta get this out before I explode.

My man relapsed and caught a case, which activated an active bench warrant. I told him the drinking was going to become an issue and I told him long ago to get the bench warrant quashed. He didn’t listen. He’s been gone for five months, and has missed basically my entire pregnancy.

He’s burned bridges with his family, and his so called best friend is no practical help. I am a full time employee, mom to another kiddo, and a full time student. I’m due next month. Everything has been on me to prepare for the baby, pay the bills, stay on top of my appointments (mind you I’m high risk because I have a bleeding disorder so I’m coordinating between three different clinics) EVERYTHING. I have to be secretary and his therapist. I call the lawyers I call the courts I look up stuff for his cases, I file complaints. I’ve tried to bond him out multiple times. I’m the only one putting money on his books. Midterms are coming up and I finally exploded on him, and he had the nerve to say that I’m not doing anything alone, im just complaining and HE is starting to resent ME.

You want to talk about resentment, dude??How the hell do I even move forward from that?