my school counselor and my crush TW:abusive ex

hi, i had mentioned this topic before on my last post and i got some mixed reactions from a lot of people and i feel i should provide some more context of the situation and my feelings for him.

(also thank you to everyone who gave me advice in my last post :3)

alright so i have a crush on my high schools student counselor he is the public counselor for the whole school not just me he is 32 m chinese and i am 14 f mexican and to i feel the need to say this HE IS NOT GROOMING OR SAING ME he is just very kind and a gentleman to me and supports me and helped me 3 months ago when my ex bf beat me and he helped me leave that relationship and tell the principal, he is very nice and respectful and very compassionate. we do hug and holded my hand when i was crying to him about what happened with my ex but that is STRICTLY PLATONIC atleast on his side i was a little flustered. he is NOT A PDF FILE.

i find him attractive and hot but i do not act on these feelings.

my feelings should reflect on me not him.

thank you xoxo

also he said he liked my new necklace and i blushed a lil :)