Pls help

I'm 17

I've really started to improve in my life

today I woke up at 5 studied for 2hrs (I've just started devoting long hours to study and it takes a lot of will power for me to keep up with the 2hr mark as usually i used to study for 10 mins or so)

after studying my will ultimately breaks and I give into the sin of fap

I also have been a more inhumane fetishes addict I hate them after I do the sin but before doing it that's all I can think of

today I couldn't even resist the urge it's like I did it automatically

pls help guys