[Real] (2/23/26)

Maybe journaling will help get me out of this funk.

I have dishes left to do and I need to tidy up the bathroom. I really need to get the dishes figured out tomorrow before I leave for my hotel stay.

I think at the hotel my focus will be on going to the gym there and working on my job applications.

I think if I can spend the next month just bringing down the amount of processed food I eat and increasing exercise, I should be okay.

I hate that I have to say this to myself at the start of every six months.

This makes me miss having a crush on someone. When I like someone so much, I get distracted and forget to eat which always helped me not eat my emotions and lose control.