To be or not to be

So have been stuck in a situation where there are only uncertainties. During this phase I have stopped talking to close friends and family by a lot just to not show my demotivated energy to them. Kani ee process lo I’ve felt so alone. Ipudu alochisthe I don’t know what’s right or wrong anymore. Do I still keep pretending and be the same outgoing person I was even though it’s very hard or just be alone and fight this through. Andariki anipistundi kada, arey evaro okaru mana Basha ni ardham cheskuntar.. but I feel like burden others by showing or telling them how I feel. So I just take it on myself to get through it.. alone.

Not looking for a solution here..which I know already is to open up to people of course. But yeah, uncertainties are the worst man. Like nothing you can do but just hope for the best.

Note- Just discovered t