Why are so many men in the gaming and anime communities

just straight up shallow, judgmental and mean af? Like, I don’t get it? For YEARS the gaming and anime communities were places where I felt safe, wanted and like I fit in. But lately? It just feels like I’m not even good enough for them. That I’m somehow inferior, annoying, weird, etc all because of my weight, age and overall appearance.

It’s not even revolting at this point. I skipped disgust and went straight to hurt, rage and sadness. This shit sucks.