I broken contact because I was tired of waiting

He said he wouldn’t block me. He said he needed time before we can speak again and that *he* wanted to speak.

It’s been 3 weeks and so I reached out and they haven’t responded. It’s been 12 hours. I keep thinking of this a salsa remix of 月亮代表我的心 they sent me last year. I cried when I heard it because it’s so beautiful. Both a song I’ve heard in my childhood and the song of our cultures melting. I’m crying now for a different reason. Grieving a future I thought I was going to have.

I still love him so much. Why couldn’t they just tell me that they don’t want to speak to me anymore?