i hate my body so much

im ashamed to let my husband have sex with me even tho he tells me he loves how i look bc it makes me feel sick picturing what he sees above me. my stomach jiggling. my boobs deflating and falling into my armpits. my ugly fucking mug. i want to puke just thinking about it. especially because he’s fucked skinny girls before so he knows what real beauty looks like.

fat fucking garbage. fucking hate my body. please don’t comment shit about how i should “love myself” because it’s bullshit and it’s just going to piss me off