Self exclusion

So i self excluded from my account about a year ago. Fast forward to the summer, i wanted to gamble & One of my sisters suggested to use their account. So i did. Lets just say i have lost thousands on it. I cant self exclud on hers bc its hers and she uses it also.

She doesnt know im an addict & easily lets me on it.

I tell myself i wont go on hers & i always end up going on every Saturday & losing hundreds.

I just want to stop 😞