[M4F] 46 - Nothing works or makes sense and you can't understand why - Session: 05ebe410702db59084aff4760f9dbef94394cff989539618318dddd3db0ac6af27

Your deal-breakers: I'm old, fat, bald, unemployed, bald, weird and have a small dick.
Your deal-breakers: getting my time wasted.
Apps: Session, Signal, Threema

Advice doesn't work, even if you can follow it for a short while and something changes a little bit you fall back sooner or later anyway. Explanations make zero sense or force you to completely deny and abandon your own logic or emotions to follow someone elses map of reality. Everyone seems to have one, but you kind of never got yours. Therapy, psychiatrist, never REALLY fix anything but only treat symptoms. If you try to explain, they, at best, tell you they understand and then do something that doesn't help AGAIN, especially in the long run, or, at worst, tell you that you'Re crazy - in whatever words they chose to clad that.
Guys that tell you they understand you are, at best, not good for you and, at worst, actively damaging to you. Or so broken themselves they can't give you what you need, especially not long-term.

Let's talk. I'm old, I understand things.

This is in-person only. Doesn't have to be from the get-go, of course. But mid-term it needs to be, and I also want it to be.