i potentially have one luckshit trait

before i got on hrt, the nurse who prescribed it to me said she thought it was extremely likely that i had a genetic mutation that makes it basically guaranteed that starting estrogen would make develop breast cancer considering my family history.

i denied genetic testing at the time because of money and she said insurance could use the results to deny coverage so its not confirmed but theres hope for me yet. i just have to skip getting mammograms done and hope it gets to stage 4 before the doctors catch it that way i can get euthanized.