Im sorry

I want to hate you

You told my friends

Before you told me

I put my heart in your barb wire hands a second time

Don't break me again please I beg

I love you with all that I am all that we are

You blur the lines

Sleep with me

And then tell me im too close

Push and pull

My best friend

My sometimes lover

And now a stranger thats slammed a door in my face

The person who knows me best the person

I thought I knew

I never imagined a future without you in it

There's just so much empty space

But I am too much

Too loud

Too caring

Too possessive

Once quality's you admired

Turned to hatered with time

I would do anything for you

Even now holding shreds of myself together

With tequila

I am done

I dont want to hear what you have to say

A closed door

All I want to do is open

Im sorry I can change I can be smaller

I can be less overwhelming

I can be what you need

Im here waiting knock and I'll open the door and put the kettle on

I know you never will

But I would do anything to make it so

I miss you

I love you

I still care even after all this

Time and hurt