Motivation: where did it go?

I was always a go getter. Now I’m swamped with indifference and apathy.

Fashion? Ugh why. Makeup? Can’t be bothered to remove it before bed. Workouts? I have to pee all the time and I look fat anyway so whatever. Friends? They don’t get it so I can’t be bothered. Dating? That means I need to actually care about my appearance and talk to strangers that may or may not want to sleep with me.

So.. what has helped you with chronic lack of motivation? I’m already on HRT.. is there some magic mushroom I’m not taking to feel joy again?