What do you do if you miss your ex? Take better aim next time.

I just want to share my small progress with you guys. I am now on Day 26 post-breakup from that selfish and disrespectful man. It’s rough because I still love him despite all. I’m taking it day by day. I feel alternating pain and numbness now, not just continuous pain. So what progress was I pertaining to? I haven’t sent a message or called him even if I have strong urges. And I also actually got to enjoy my meal today. Everything tasted bland the last couple of days. I hope it will get better soon.