What is it about having a boy go down on you after you've been fucked? Not whoever fucked you, though that can be fun too. A boy who's still squirming with the need to come, who's ready to lick up your last lover's mess to get you off. That sort of boy. I initially wrote \*guy,\* \*guy,\* \*guy,\* \*guy\*—but no. I mean a grown-up, obviously, but, we're clearly talking about a boy here. Maybe \*boy\* as in \*boyfriend\* but also, at least in that moment, and maybe for better as much as for worse, the opposite of manly... \*Boy\* is the word for a doting male creature who, in that moment you spread your legs for him, letting his longing to taste you, to please you, get all swirled up with a deep feeling of doing something wrong, nasty, unnatural—which they all feel, even the boys who like it—maybe them especially—as he sees that cum start to drip out, is drawn to lean in. Needs it. Who puts his face between your thighs and gets to work. Finally, that's \*boy\* as in \*good boy.\*

What is it about that sticky little ritual that makes it so electric?

That wrongness, that nastiness, has to be a big part of it. That you want him to do something nice, normal people would find disgusting, and that he wants to do it. That he wants to show you he's willing to do something like that, and that you specifically like the kind of boy that would.

Also, wrong is fun. Wrong is hot. We all know this.

But there's more. Just practically, you're going to get different kinds of pleasure from the kind of guy who's going to fuck an load into you and leave you wanting head and the kind of boy who (see above.) Something soft and intimate and interestingly twisted after something hard and objectifying and simple. And you should have all the things you want, all the kinds of things, surely?

Maybe more than anything else, though, the thing of it is elemental. Every instinct in the thirsting male is telling him to put his sperm where it can make babies. Every sexual urge he has, however weirdly refracted, comes back to that imperative. To want, unto squirminess, to worship a cunt that's dripping with proof of a sexual competitor's biological claim to it, to be overwhelmed by the desire to serve a woman is a way that's fundamentally opposite to what a man is supposed to want, to have her rub your face in it, and for that to only make you like her \*more...\* It's deeply, deliciously corrupting.

Those are my thoughts, anyway. What do you think?

[M4F] Making a boy eat cummy pussy