considering flat

my surgery date is looming and it’s been near impossible to connect with flatties. i missed the YSC flatties meeting last night because of my chemo brain and i just want to hear your stories and maybe see some photos of what your aesthetic flat closure experience was like. i’m 26 years old so it feels like a huge decision to make now. i would say as of right now i’m leaning 90% towards doing flat based off of infection risk, mobility, silicone sickness and honestly just the fact that i have perfect beautiful tits and no type of reconstruction will ever live up to what i have now.