help me i‘m crying my eyes out

I‘m an introverted 18yo boy crushing on a 19yo extroverted girl from a lot of classes. We’re not friends tho and rarely talked until then. Here‘s what happened:

∙ she added me on Snap first in October and until then we both only round snapped each other

∙ In late January DM her about whether she has recommendations for 80s music because I remembered she mentioned it on our class trip

∙ she is into it and asks me if I have spotify

∙ she creates a playlist of all 80s songs she has saved with the label „80s music for [my name]

∙ and a voice message about it

∙ I say I‘ll listen to it and send her my own tomorrow, she wants to

∙ a few minutes later she sends me a face snap first with her face on it, catepillar lashes on, thounge out, I send a face snap back

∙ next day I send her the playlist

∙ we talk about songs and she agrees with me how old music was better and how she‘s an old soul

∙ I suggest to talk in real life about it and she says yes and that she‘ll show me more music and is very glad

∙ a few minutes later does a insta story lip syncing the exact song we agreed on was our favorite

∙ next day I send her a face snap and she sends one back

∙ I don‘t manage to talk irl first but DM we could talk on Friday after school

∙ she tells me she would really want to but her mom‘s picking her up

∙ I tell her we could talk during a break or something

∙ she suggest 3rd and 4th period next Wednesday

∙ next Wednesday comes

∙ she does a public snap vlog how a lot of her lessons don‘t take place because teachers are sick so she will inly come to 8th lesson

∙ doesn‘t DM me tho

∙ I send a normal face snap and she opens it instantly but doesn‘t send one back (we havent exchanged face snas since neither me nor her)

∙ I panick and DM her it‘s sad we couldnt tak and that I don‘t want to annoy her tho

∙ she agrees it was sad and that I don‘t annoy her at all

∙ I ask when she has time, she says what about meeting up next Monday during 4th period

∙ I agree and appologise again, she says I shouldn‘t say that stuff and how happy she is sharing her music

∙ next Monday (February 3rd) we meet up in the school habgout room and she vents about the snow first

∙ then goes through her whole spotify playlist showing me all songs

∙ we talk about songs and musicians

∙ silence for a while

∙ she says how her dad DMed her he‘s home

∙ brings up how he‘s not getting money because of a shutdown

∙ we talk and she says her parents are splitting up

∙ we talk about her family a bit and our future plans

∙ silence again, I try to escape the awkwardness and tell her I‘ll go to a store and whether she wants something

∙ she tells me whether I want to go by foot in that weather and when I say yes she offers me to drive me (she got her license last week)

∙ we talk more about driving, she appologises about her car looking messy and whether I want to put my stuff in the back of the car

∙ appologises for her driving and parking

∙ we end up buying stuff, she suggests going to the self checkout but I tell her I only have cash with me, she still tells me to go to the self checkout

∙ after she pays with her card I give her the 5€ bill and we laugh how she doesnt have the change money

∙ we drive back and laugh about a driver

∙ she asks whether it‘s ok if she vapes in the car

∙ after arriving to school again she tells me she’ll smoke a cigarette

∙ later comes to the chillout room again, we eat together and talk about school more

But neither of us has reached out since (except one micro-interaction by her and one convo about the math exam last week started my me)

What should I do now? Because if she wanted to reach out she would, right? We only have 4 real school weeks left. But honestly I‘m crying right now because she hasn‘t even reached out once (me neither since what happened).