I'm such an unlikable autistic loser.

I'm starting college at 26.

I started HRT at 25.

I am an incel virgin.

I have never had a girlfriend.

I'm never going to pass.

I have no income.

Last time I made a friend was like 10 years ago at this point.

I have 0 IRL friends right now.

Never had any female friends.

I can't even have a conversation, at all. I can't look people in eyes. I can't speak without mumbling my words.

I have 0 skills at all.

I hate myself so bad. I want to die. I want to kill myself so bad.