Ironically I..

Actually feel like I'm really tired of living with my husband. Idk y but its either that or I'm having rages where I feel like i really truly hate my husband due to menopause. Its weird that I have these feelings when ik he's a good man I'm just unsure if being in same household is working for me or something I actually honestly want to do anymore.

I get menopause sucks 1000% but I just idk y 🤬😤😡😠my husband. I'm not trying to yell at him or whatever but I just feel as though its taking this toll on me where I can't help but wanna yell or 🖕him off. Its craziness in my mind thinking of doing that but its better being home alone doing it so I get it outta my system n then can feel better but still again wanna f ing hate him.

Ik he's a good man n dad when he chooses to be which in all honesty happens when it freaking suits him. As i do discipline he opted out of that n is way too late trying to fix it problem is it can't be fixed. Because he in my mind and actuality literally F 'd up in such a way there is no f ing fixing it.

I also know i don't want to 🖕him off but IF I would it'd be only if he swore at me or something or yelled at my daughter or worse..then mama bear comes out n look out cause no freaking way does anyone go at my baby girl. One scenario I hope a lot doesn't happen for his sake.

I try to keep my rages,tears etc in check n to myself as I just hate having them. Menopause is the absolute freaking worst bs hands down. I don't want it nor should I have to endure it no woman should. But at the sametime men need to educate themselves on how to support us in order for them in the end to avoid being divorced.