Yes, something is wrong

No I don’t want to tell you.

What am I supposed to say? That I wish you paid attention to me more? That I miss talking to you more? That this is all triggering my daddy issues and fear of abandonment so I push you away?

You clearly don’t miss me.

I should have never let myself get so attached. I knew better. But I was losing you when I kept the wall up. Now I’ve let you in completely and it’s hurting so bad.

And I can’t tell you.