Lent Slut Denial Check-in

(CW for religious themes, specifically Christianity)

20 FTM, have been denied my orgasm for a week, having given up orgasms for Lent. At least, orgasms without permission. I’ve tried to edge at least once or twice a day, but leaving my aching clit alone most of the day. During such a holy time of year, all I can focus on is my needy cunt. There have been so many close calls- my imagination getting too intense, my vibrator getting me too close too quickly, yet I’ve managed to edge so good so far. More than anything, it’s been the encouragement that’s kept me going. The sweet whispers of the audios I listen to, nice reactions, and the sweet confessions I give and get to fellow edgers and dom(mes).

In my fantasies, I’m in a confessional. The priest asks for my sins, and I detail for as long as I can my sinful fantasies and habits, how I deny myself orgasm over and over again, and he tells me to pray however many Hail Marys and Our Fathers. What he doesn’t know is that night, as I stuff my cunt with my biggest toy and press my vibrator to my clit, that I have my rosary around my neck as I beg for permission to cum. However, since I’m alone, the answer is always no. If I were lucky, maybe the priest would have mercy on me and allow me some relief.

This is going to be a very longLent, isn’t it?