Is it bad that I don't want to undergo bottom surgery?(ftm)

I'm a transsexual man but pre t. I obviously have dysphoria and want to go through testosterone, top surgery, and maybe even facial masculinization surgery if my face impacts my passing as cis when I'm on testosterone. The only thing is, when I'm on testosterone and my bottom growth comes around I think that'll be enough for me. I would say I have some sort of bottom dysphoria, like I want so much to have born with a penis, but I also tolerate what's down there now (Im not overjoyed about it tho). I'm not like tucutes who use the terms afab or talk about what's down there like they're fetishizing it . I just don't talk about it all but I do give it male terminology like my "dick". I also use packers and pack n plays to lighten my dysphoria. I guess the reasoning for me altogether for not wanting bottom surgery is just fear that it might go wrong for me and it won't feel or work how I want it too in a cis way. I feel like that's such a wrong thing to think because I don't want to demonize bottom surgery. Tucutes do it enough and I hate them for it because people have severe bottom dysphoria down there and need it to become the man they are. Will it make me any less of a man though if I don't get it?