feeling defeated

Hello all! Long time lurker (about a year or so), first time poster here!

I've suspected I had adhd for quite sometime now, and tomorrow (today in a few minutes) was supposed to be my diagnosis appointment. I had asked for my sister's help in getting it set up, and I've been looking forward to it for the past week.

Come tonight however, I texted her to make sure everything was still in motion for it to happen, and she broke the news to me they had canceled my appointment.

I didn't think it would hurt me to the level it did, but it nearly brought me to tears as soon as I processed the text, and I've been feeling super bad for the next hour now.

I'm sure I'll get another appointment set up soon, but right now I'm feeling pretty hopeless :(