am i deadass js that invisible to people ?????

im pretty sure no one really hates me taht (as far as i know) but even teachers at school ignore me when i answer their question without raising my hand up (even to the an unrelated to the topic question) but when someone else does it they react? i didnt get the handout multiple times even tho i sit in the second row n when ppl do notice me they look so uninterested n grossed out. i dont have any direct beef with anyone ESPECIALLY NOT TEACHERS i take care of myself n i look fairly presentable. i was thinking that thats bcuz im queer but like hopefully not cuz thatd be pretty bad.