Mom just OD’d on Fentanyl

My mom is currently asleep in the hospital after an Od leading to cardiac arrest. I just had my first kid on the 17th and she lives across the country from me so I can’t get really any info until she can sign a consent form. All I know is her heart was stopped until the EMT arrived and I’m so fucking scared. I walked into the Nicu for my son who’s having issues a got the news. I’m so fucking scared that I’ll get more bad news as this week has been so tough and I’m trying to hold it together for my Fiance and son but this broke me. We were just talking about me starting college this week and my little guy.