Mixed feelings for MTLE

As much as kinakabahan ako nang sobra sa MTLE, I'm also excited na matapos na siya kasi gusto ko na mag-relax and gumala. But at the same time para akong na-sa-sad na matatapos na review season ko? Feel ko kasi pagkatapos ng exam mawawalan ako ng goal and purpose haha like I don't want to think about employment, adulting, and the "real world" kasi 😣 Magiging real na #unemployed na ako after 😭