                      I've recently got into subs and trying to know more about it. I don't need beauty subs or whatever. I've applied to this great university which even my parents restricted me to do so but I just wanted to prove myself anyway by applying (secretly). If I pass the first round of application, I need to get my interview invitation by end of March, I didn't know where to start, so I've started to listen IWIIGI sub (desired college), I listen to it overnight ig by playing it in loop and I do robotic affirmations as well whenever I get time, I just can't understand if I'm doing it right or being so desperate. I'm not trying to overthink and I feel sometimes that I would surely get what I'm expecting but somedays, I tend to overthink.
                    I actually needed to prepare for other entrance tests as well (for backup). But I'm not preparing well, I just keep procrastinating but though I do not do anything, I get a feeling of assurance, idk if that's 1) everything works out in my favour or 2) I still have time to get my decision right, so let's see it afterwards. Yeah, as u have said I'm visualizing as well that I'm attending the interview and my feelings right after I would see the interview invitation mail. I have this particular limiting belief that once I start preparing for other entrance tests, that means that I'm not fully trusting the universe and trying to put a second option in front of myself and I feel that what if my all manifestations don't work just because of this. Would like to hear others thoughts on this. Please let me know if I'm doing it right or wrong and would love to hear suggestions. Thankyou.

Limiting beliefs on subs and manifestation (desired college)