Not meant for a relationship

It's just so obvious this point in my life I was never meant for a relationship. I have nothing going for me in life and tons of mental health issues. A relationship is the least of my problems. But at the end of the day when I'm all alone it sometimes sucks. Or just no one to talk to or care about you in an intimate way. I guess those romantics dreams I've had messed me up lol. I doubt I'll even put myself out there until I resolve some internal issues I have. But I doubt it'll ever go anywhere. Like usual .