Laughs at the women here. I can’t eat. I have an exam on Thursday. I slept like 16 hours today. I’ll get my shit together eventually, I always do. I was doing pretty great before I met him... considering my boyfriend had died like a half a year before. I want to put it all out here of what he did to us(me and his other ex)  but I’m so sick of his drama he drags me into.. that turns me into a woman that I can’t respect.

Eric, I wish you disappointed her and not me. I wish you were more concerned about the mental health of the person you said you wanted to wake up everyday next to. The one you pinky promised you wanted to be with and would commit to. Not the woman you feel guilty over how you treated her in the past and completely ignored my unwilling role in that mess. Your mentality is your reality. It was asinine for you to expect me to “be positive” and completely ignore your lies and cheating. If you live in your past you will be consumed by it. I understand needing to apologize but reconnecting is another thing and you know it. We had a chance to build something special. This is not me fighting for you. You weren’t and are not ready. I understand. But the lying and cheating is insane that you expect me to stand by you while you disrespect me and disregard my feelings so you can have a plan B so you can have kids. I understand wanting kids that bad. What I don’t understand is wanting kids so badly that you would risk the environment they would grow up in. Don’t be selfish, children need sacrifice. We both needed a calming love. And we could have built that with work, if we respected each other as partners. But we both are emotionally spent. If you are not willing to put in the work, dig deep, and understand the heart break of yourself, your future wife, and your children - if you settle for anything but true love,  continue to lie and cheat then yeah you can find someone dumb so she won’t pick up on the lies and cheating. But your kids sure will, cause you’re a smart cookie - and you are not going to  have dumb kids. Please try your hardest not to ff up your children. Do the work first. What is meant to be, will b e if you can recognize what you want and work hard for it. You want a family? Do the work to make sure you are ready. I wish we were ready for each other.. Good luck and goodbye.

He trolls this subreddit