Apologies to TRG

Read Claire's comment that she just recently posted on today's video and... Let me just clear the air from my end since I know the TRG community (and especially the guys) kind of want my head for what I have said throughout the trilogy...

Have I been overly harsh? Yes, I am not going to deny that. And a lot of it has been very heat of the moment out of frustration or annoyance because of the series getting too predictable with Claire winning all the time. I don't have a problem with that, it just makes the series less exciting to watch if each board has the same outcome almost every single time, imo. That is 100% a me thing, I will admit that. I do not think she is trying to withhold information or anything like that, she would not be the type of person to do such a thing, especially to her best friends.

And in regards to my scathing comments... I disown what I said regarding the guys from the previous boards, especially in regards to Tim's poor performance. That was too far and I feel like a POS for even saying that. My mind was in a bad place mentally due to overwhelming mental stress and a breakup I was dealing with at the time, and I was not keeping my emotions in check. I'm not using it as an excuse, just as an explanation for why I was so hostile. I should have known better and not take out my anger on the project.

Emile, Tim and Claire, my sincerest apologies for my heated comments throughout this project. Those were uncalled for. I'm not trying to come off as a hater, I just get emotionally charged and I need to work on that. I doubt any of them will see this given how they don't even want to look at the comments because of what people like me have said, but all I can say on the matter is that I'm sorry and I feel awful. This was meant to be a celebration of 15 years on TheRunawayGuys and I was partly responsible for ruining the fun.

Just to ensure I don't pull this crap again, I'll prohibit myself from watching the rest of the series until it is over. Maybe if they do the side content, I'll watch that since that will be a lot more laid back and non-competitive. With how I have acted, I feel that is a deserving punishment for how I was acting like such an asshole.